It’s Time.

The Angels have been talking about the Great Leap for many years, that paradigm shifting, consciousness expanding, chakra lift off that will usher in a new Heaven and a new Earth for us all.

The leap is here.  It is now.

Around us, we see the collapse of all the old structures and the dire results of our adherence to these structures.  But that can be done with. We can begin again and be our best, most selfless selves beyond all that went before.  Patriarchy can dissolve into nothingness in an instant. We need prepare no more for our efforts to be the solution we seek and the love we know is there behind all the illusionary forms of hatred and selfishness.

So many of you have tirelessly prepared. I’ve seen it.  Day by day for thirty years we visited and lifted each other up in our efforts to heal. You have been there for me, and I hope the Flowers and all of us here have been there for you.

I bear witness to your heroic work.  You’ve done so much intensive soul searching.  You’ve owned every piece of what has happened to you, oftentimes shouldering burdens that were not even yours.

Now is the time to throw off this yoke of sifting through what happened and sorting out responsibility. Now is the time to simply do what we know we need to do- treat each sentient being on this planet as the sacred being it is. Treat dear Earth as the most precious of friends. Put aside fears for the limited self and rise up into love for all.

Each day I check in on what Greta Thunberg is up to.  She inspires me.  She fills my heart with joy and hope.  As she awakens in her mission, she grows increasingly specific in her willingness to do anything to save us all.  Recently, she said she would fly no more because of the carbon footprint of jet travel.

Are we ready to live like Greta?  She reminds us all that none of us is powerless to act and change the world.  Each of us can make meticulous life affirming choices in each moment of every day.  We can speak kindly and act from the heart with each creature we encounter in our day.  We can make the tedious but vital choices to give up immediate pleasures for the sake of our planet.  We can do whatever it takes to save our planet and ourselves.

I know you are ready.  Let’s leap together. All in. All one.


Recently,  I’ve gotten a number of messages from the Angels saying that the institutions of patriarchy no longer have any bone structure but exist almost like illusions without substance.

Not that everyone is  behaving like this is true…..but the Angels keep returning to the point that  patriarchy and all its structures are no longer supported by the vibration of the planet.

Given the Angels’ remarks that patriarchal institutions have no life force any more, and their structures exist almost as mirages, I was startled by the fire in Notre Dame.  The fire felt like a symbolic moment for all of us on Earth but symbolic of what?

Notre Dame, Our Lady, Mother Mary, an eternal being of the Sacred Feminine.

Does the Sacred Feminine want any institution  to containing her, even when it is a beautiful container?  Did the structure of Notre Dame express her? Did it ever express her?  Was this fire an example of the Sacred Feminine rising up like a Phoenix from the ashes, unbound and free?   Does this fire remind us that any binding no matter how beautiful is still a binding?  Or is this fire  pure tragedy?

Several times, Tibetan Buddhist monks have come to our area to do one of their incredible mandalas in sand. After many weeks’ work, when the mandala is complete and radiantly beautiful, they mix the sand together and take it to release in the Connecticut River.  I have sometimes found it very painful to watch them celebrate their mandala with its destruction.

This year has seen our family losing another piece of property we thought would be part of our lives for a long time.  I have been very sad about its loss.  That it was taken from us through an abuse of our goodwill makes it all very painful.  The last time I was on this land, I knew it was goodbye, and I tried to give it back to God as fully as I could.

Such few words for something so complex.  Let go and Let God.

Centered deep within myself, I can find a palpable feeling that growing spiritually is more important than preserving the material world in forms I like.  As a Capricorn, this has been a hard truth for me to grasp even briefly, but the Universe keeps bringing home this lesson to me in large neon letters, so I get a lot of practice.

To have even a glimmer of feeling that it was okay that I lost this land and okay that the Sacred Feminine wants to take a new unbound form than Notre Dame, feels like grace.  As the old chestnut goes, we are spiritual beings having a physical experience not visa versa.  I wish I could have learned this without attending 2X4 school, but I couldn’t.  Transformation often feels like destruction, but it’s actually transformation.