Green Hope Farm Flower Essence mix for the Corona Virus

Many of you have requested we make a mix to support everyone through this time and to address the Corona Virus, so we sat down with our Angel and Elemental partners. This was the recipe we were given for a combination remedy containing many powerhouse Flower Essences and Flower Essence combinations. It is available now on this page.

Below I have listed the ingredients and given some possible reasons why the Angels and Elementals included these Flower Essences in the mix, but as always, their choices are wiser than I can imagine and words will always fall short of explaining any Flower Essence or Flower Essence combination remedy.

We offer it with MUCH LOVE from all of us here!

Our Corona Virus Mix– contains the following Flower Essences:

Breathe– This Flower Essence combination supports the health and well being of the entire respiratory system including the lungs. To underscore this focus on the lungs, the Angels picked a photo of Lungwort, a Flower Essence in the Breathe mix to represent this Flower Essence mix.

Corona del Inca– A gift from the southern hemisphere who asked to come online this year, Corona del Inca explains, “I act to neutralize even repel… negative energy so that your electrical systems and physical bodies can remain serene and unaffected by these low vibrations much like a mosquito net protects from mosquitos.” Please check out Corona’s full description.

Don’t Worry-Bee Happy– This was one that the Angels suggested from the first whisper of Covid 19 explaining that it is vitally important for us to try our very best to keep our vibration as high as possible at all times. This Flower Essence combo from the Venus Garden is a game changer for this.

Emergency Care– Our “Go to” Flower Essence combination for any acute emergency situation or illness, Emergency Care helps us calm and stabilize our electrical system during intense stress.

Epstein Barr Release– This one has many Flower Essence intent on fighting viral infections, so it translates into an excellent ally in this situation.

Feverfew– This beloved Flower Essence, first brought to my attention by a shaman from the Andes, supports us to find calm and go inward to a place of peace amidst this chaotic situation.

Flow Free– This one helps us move out stuck and low vibration energies in our mental, emotional, etheric and physical bodies which positively impacts our health and immune system. Please see the recent blog on this.

French Marigold– One of the best Flower Essences for fighting viral infections, French Marigold also offers great wisdom about adaptation and navigating radical change. Additionally it helps us go inward and hear our guidance better than ever

Golden Armor– Offering the immense protective energy of Archangel Michael and the Angels of the Blue Ray, this is a powerhouse of protection.

Immune Support– This is our beloved remedy for strengthening the immune system. It is another powerhouse.

Mutabilis Rose– For any species, including us, successfully navigating inner and outer change is an essential skill, and this Rose offers incredible wisdom about successful mutation.

Teasel– An individual Flower Essence offering unrivaled wisdom on protection. Vitex– This Flower Essence helps us get all the nutritional support from our food possible to keep us as healthy as possible.

A Slowed Down Life or the View from the Evaporator

Wow! What a show the moon put on for all of us this week. What intense beauty! I spent more time with the full moon this March than most months because it’s maple sugaring time here which means I am outside day and night enjoying the sky.

Maple sugaring is such a glorious, wonderfully messy and satisfying affair. And how lucky I am that it happens each year! Ours is a small maple sugaring operation. This size and our bootleg equipment make it what is known locally as a backyard sugaring operation.

A new generation takes up the tools of the trade

We tap a lovely clutch of maple trees across the street from the farm and another group of old maple friends in our village. We “under tap” the trees which means we put very few taps into any tree. This year we had a neighbor who is a vascular surgeon help us tap and not surprisingly his taps are running well as he seems to have hit good veins in the tree. Jim does the lion’s share of drilling these taps with a lovely old hand held drill that his father gave him. I follow him around hanging the buckets and thanking the trees. We hang about forty buckets.

Every sugaring job needs an inspector or two

We usually tap late in February. Sometimes we get early runs then and sometimes things don’t really start until the middle of March. This year the season began early and has kept going strong.

Conditions have to be just right for a run of sap. The nights have to drop below freezing and the days have to get up into the 40’s. Brisk winds, too warm a night and other factors can stop the sap from running. But then as soon as one comes up with a theory about the whys of a good run, there will be a day when conditions don’t seem right at all, and the buckets will be spilling over with sap.

Believe me, this holding tank is a vast improvement on earlier sap containers which mostly allowed for all collected sap to slosh on the road before arriving back at the farm.

When the sap runs, we collect it in a holding tank that sits in the back of Jim’s ancient farm pick up. I am in charge back here with boiling the collected sap down to make into syrup. It takes about 40 gallons of sap to make a gallon of syrup. We make ten to fifteen gallons of syrup each year depending on the vagaries of the season. While we feel quite blissed out when we have a big season of fifteen gallons, our numbers stand in stark contrast to staff goddess Emily McNamara’s family operation. They make upwards of ten thousand gallons of syrup at their sugaring operation each year, and while my evaporator is a small tin contraption that sits outside on a half barrel fire box, the McNamara evaporator is the size of a freight engine and takes logs taller than me!

Guess which evaporator this is?

Staff goddess Vicki also has a bootleg operation of her own. She and her family make about the same amount of syrup as us. This morning Vicki and I were chatting about our big haul of three gallons of syrup to date and sweet Emily quietly reported yesterday’s yield over at their place was 475 gallons.

Even if I made no more than a pint of syrup a season it would be worth it to me, because gosh, what a great excuse to be outside feeding a raging fire. Plus, maple sugaring taps me into all these wonderful spring moments. When I hear the honking of Canada geese, I just look up from the evaporator to see them all flying north in their V formations. On trips from wood pile to fire box, I watch clouds and smoke merge in the skies above the evaporator while at my feet, I get to welcome each Crocus and Snowdrop that appears as the snow melts. The season finishes with the arrival of red winged blackbirds and spring peepers. Does it get any better than this?

But back to this full moon and its particular luminosity, it reminded me of the light pouring into creation this spring. This light feels very strong, stronger than just the return of spring light. When I sit in quiet to welcome this light into every cell of my being, I am startled by its brightness and fullness and strength. It floods me with hope and gratitude. And it keeps me returning inward to work on grounding this light within myself and in the Green Hope energy grid.

This going inward is not such an alien activity during sugaring season. I think it is pretty much a natural part of sugaring.

Most traditional New England sugaring operations boil their sap in an enclosed building with the boiling done at night. There are practical reasons for the night boils. The fire burns hotter in the night’s cold so the sap boils off faster. But there is also a great culture that goes along with night boiling. When I was a teenager, I helped at a sugarhouse where everyone sat around the evaporator at night watching the boil. There was chatter, but there was also a lot of quiet. Everyone seemed to go inward into the last dreaming before the big, busy push of spring.

I liked this meditative mood then, and I still like it. I try to use pretty much everything that happens to motivate me to go inward, so I like it when an activity naturally sends me this direction, and watching sap boil definitely does this.

I don’t go inwards to run away or game the system. When I was younger, I probably thought that going inwards and following the guidance I received there would always make things go better. Now, I still feel going inwards is the answer, but experience has tempered my belief that my efforts to go inward will spare me all sorrows.

I’m motivated to go inwards because it is the only place I know offering timeless calm, light, peace and serenity no matter what is going on around me. The eternal verities that infuse our world with things like full moons and geese in formation are like a stream taking me to the sea. Inwards is the sea. Inwards is the place where I feel our indivisibility and everything dissolves but love.

When an attitude of separation creeps back in, going inwards helps me let that go. We are all in this together. We are all one.

During this time of clamoring news pulling us into a sinkhole of fear, I have used every tool in my toolbox to stay on this inward trajectory. My main tool is to slow down my external life even more than usual. And that is saying something, because for many years, I have had what most people would consider a slowed down life. Not much travel. Most days spent at the farm. When I say a trip to the post office is a big outing, people think I am joking. I am not.

How on Earth did I come to live this slow life? It began decades ago because one of my children almost always screamed loudly and continuously when we left the farm. He did this FOR FIVE YEARS.

After those years, I was in the habit of asking the still small voice of my heart, “How is it going to go for us if we go to the grocery store right now?” I had learned to listen to the guidance because of the disasters when I didn’t. By the time this child outgrew his aversion to life beyond the farm, I was used to always seeking guidance about what to do or not do. Oddly, even after he was happy to leave here, my directions remained mostly some variation on, ‘Stay home.”

In my quieter life, I am rarely bored. It is amazing how interesting life in the microcosm can be. Sometimes I am resentful of my peers with their endless conversations about their trips. Sometimes I am irritated by the cultural assumptions that traveling is necessary to a fulfilling life. Mostly I am awed and grateful for how much beauty and wonder unfolds literally at our feet.

I stumbled on writing this blog because I know a lot of people are temporarily having to live a quieter life, and I thought maybe sharing a bit about my experiences would be comforting.

When I think of small things that have made it easier for me to stay home, one of them is reading books from earlier generations, say those written in the 1930’s. Old books embody the pace of many generations ago- books like “The Herb of Grace” by Elizabeth Goudge- where most people stayed home as a matter of course. They help me feel it is not so strange to live such a slowed down life. They also give me a sense of other generations prevailing through challenges that we know in hindsight got solved but to them were as unknowable as the place we find ourselves in now. For example “The Herb of Grace” is part of a trilogy written before and during WW2 by an English writer. Each book grapples with the way the experience of another world war affects the characters, yet each is also about how the goodness in life goes on no matter the difficulties.

In her determined faith and deep enjoyment of the small pleasures of life, the grandmother of the trilogy, Lucilla, reminds me that life is wonderful no matter the challenges. None of us get out alive, so maybe its okay to simply enjoy the blessings of each day and deal with the dificulties as they arrive without going down the tubes in advance. Yes, I know I am in the high risk demographic for this bug, but would a consuming fear in any way help me or give my life more joy or meaning? I think not. I am just going to continue to savor the moon, boil the sap and leave the rest to Divinity.

A Flower Essence Approach to Increased Immunity: Cleansing our Etheric, Mental, Emotional and Physical Bodies

The following blog offers one way to think about Flower Essences and improved immunity. While this blog includes a description of the different energy bodies that compose our energy systems, this article on the resource page of the website goes into more detail.

Flower Essences give us energetic information that help our energy systems raise their vibrations. Once we make the vibrational information of a Flower Essence our own through exposure to the Flower Essence’s wisdom, our electrical systems maintain this higher, lighter, better feeling vibration and have an easier time rebuffing the lower vibrational energies like illnesses that challenge this vibration. But why is this so?

Our energy systems want us to be well and want us to maintain this state of wellness. Our energy systems like Flower Essences because they help us both tune up our energy system to optimum wellness and also clear out any energies that would derail this process. This tune up and cleanse skill set make Flower Essences a particularly useful healing tool.

Raising the vibration of our energy systems to be well and maintain wellness is a complex process. As one area of our energy system rises in vibration, it puts pressure on other areas to also rise in vibration to a higher rate so the whole system can work in harmony. A lot of this work is transforming dense, heavy vibrations into higher energies that can hold more light. This is one of Flower Essences great skills: they show us how to take the low vibration expression of a certain energy and raise it to its highest vibrational level. Transforming hopelessness into hope would be one example of this.

Flower Essences not only give examples of how to raise the vibration of energies, but they also move into all the energy bodies of our energy system to move out old stuck energies which do not serve our light systems. This blog is primarily about how Flower Essences work in the many energy bodies of our energy system to perform these roles.

To take a step back, each of our energy systems is not just a physical body but a complex overlapping reality of many different energy bodies. The three “subtle” energy bodies I discuss today are the etheric, emotional and mental bodies. These three energy bodies overlap with our physical body while our other energetic bodies existing at a greater distance from our physical bodies.

In this blog, I am going to talk about what gets stored in each of these four bodies and how introducing the information of Flower Essences into these energy bodies improves our health and immunity.

If you are wondering how on earth all these energy bodies co-exist or work together or if they are even real, here is one experience you might have had that demonstrates their existence. Have you ever walked into a dark room and known without seeing anything that someone else was in the room? What happened is that your subtle bodies bumped into the other person’s subtle bodies before your physical bodies interacted. This happened because your subtle bodies extend out from your physical body.

As far as how these bodies work…… For thirty years I have availed myself to many conversations with the Angels about these bodies, all of which make me most grateful that they understand them better than me and know which Flower Essences will help which energy body cleanse and heal.

But in the interest of explaining Flower Essences and enhanced immunity, I am going to work my way through an explanation of each energy body by discussing my own experience with one lower vibration challenge I faced, and how Flower Essences helped each of my energy bodies heal this issue.

The lower vibration energy was grief, and I am going to share how it affected my health and well being in my life before Flower Essences.

I doubt any humans get through life without feeling grief, nor do I believe this is the point. For one thing, grief is a vital part of experiencing our illusion of separation from Divinity. Grief has a deep purpose in our spiritual evolution, because grief encourages us to seek conscious reunion and oneness with the Divine. However, grief has a low vibration. It has a role to play, but grief is not meant to be stored long term in our energy systems.

Grief stored long term brings challenges to our energy systems, causing a wear and tear that invites in illness and other energetic difficulties. In addition, stuck grief makes it hard for Divine light energy to flow through our energy systems and this in turn impedes our evolution as spiritual beings.

In the physical body, stuck grief can lead to lung infections and respiratory problems. This is because our lungs are the place in our physical body where most of us store our grief.

Lung problems were a nearly continuous experience of my childhood. The adults in my family were not comfortable expressing or acknowledging grief or sadness (or really any emotions). They were not comfortable when other people, even children expressed and released grief. From a very early age, I got the message loud and clear to swallow my grief and even take on the unexpressed grief of the people around me. Energetically this grief settled in my lungs.

This process began when I was only a few weeks old. Perhaps my mother was suffering from postpartum depression. Even if she was not, grief is something all newborns contend with as they leave a state of womb oneness to experience the challenging earth “reality” of separation. In my case, the pediatrician said I was failing to thrive because I was too polite and never cried. From the beginning I got that my mother could not cope with my feelings. So began a childhood in which I tried to handle my emotions on my own with no idea that I was meant to let them go. I also got the memo that it was part of my job to take on the unexpressed emotions of the other people around me as well.

When I began working with Flower Essences thirty years ago, healing this situation of chronic lung complaints was one of the first things I experienced. That first year with Flower Essences, I had very little understanding of what Flower Essences were beyond encouraging Angelic messages that Flower Essences were safe to use and going to be helpful in my life. I had very few expectations about what they would do.

I made Flower Essences from the Flowers the Angels guided me to select, and my children and I started to use them each day. I had no concept of why the Angels had chosen the Flowers they chose. From my point of view, it was about as scientific as when I made “Goldenrod tea” in the backyard when I was eight. However, the Angels clearly had a plan- a BIG plan as it turned out- but it felt pretty relaxed to me.

I was guided to take different Flower Essences several times each day. Some Flower Essences cropped up daily and some more sporadically. I kept track of the Flower Essences I took and what my guinea pigs children took in a little aquamarine book where I also noted “results.” I had a dim idea that Essences would help with emotions as well as physical complaints, so I frequently wrote about the moods of myself and my children before and after taking the Essences.

I was open to seeing improvements but didn’t expect the positive shifts in my physical health that quickly occurred. Until I started using Flower Essences, I got bronchitis and/or pneumonia eight times or more a year, yet suddenly I stopped getting either illness. Within a year or two, I lived with different lungs. The Flower Essences had unpacked the stuck energy of grief I had carried so long in my lungs, and it was gone.

The Flower Essence work was not just with my physical vehicle but with my other subtle bodies as well. That is why the healing was permanent. I had a childhood rife with antibiotics, yet always the same infections reoccurred. With the introduction of the Flower Essences, all this changed.


Flower Essences work to cleanse and clear the subtle body known as the etheric or memory body where we store memories from this and other lives.

Because of the repetitive experiences of grief which so many have gone through during the kali yaga/ iron age/age of patriarchy/whatever the heck you want to call this last cycle of time, many people feel immersed in inescapable grief and memories of grief. There have been so many experiences of the same old story of power imbalances and grief amongst the disempowered that grief feels like the theme song of existence. This is partly because if we hold onto these memories in our etheric/ memory body, when new griefs arrive, we tap into all the similar griefs of the past and reopen old scars with new material. Needless to say this is overwhelming, especially for all the light workers out there who have been beaten down life after life for shining their light.

The particular inner grief theme song I carried led me to resign myself to my fate of absorbing all my family members’ grief in a desperate attempt to not have them hate me all over again. Somehow I knew they didn’t like me and never had. I was that odd ball kid who remembered past lives and I remembered they didn’t like me. Once again, I was with these SAME PEOPLE trying to change their opinions of me by taking on their emotional burdens including their grief.

For anyone who has read this blog, you know how THAT turned out, what with the death threats from family members and the eventual disinheritance, but hey, at least Flower Essences helped me stop carrying their emotions for them and cleared my etheric body so that I could face these familial dramas without being overwhelmed in grief.

Clearing our etheric bodies with the help of Flower Essences or some other tool is really important. When we keep grief and other difficult memories in storage, we fill our etheric bodies and compromise the ability of our etheric bodies to do their jobs. The etheric body is meant to be cleansed and healed from damage done by the memories of difficult events, so it is free to remember Divine Reality. Cleansing and healing also frees the etheric body to be the primary vehicle through which Divine life force or prana flows into our energy system particularly the physical body.

Thirty years ago, as I worked with Flower Essences including Comfrey, I had no idea these Flower Essences were giving my etheric body information about clearing out old stuck energy so that higher vibrations could flow in. However, this is what happened.

Other Flower Essences we would come to make in subsequent years for cleansing and healing the etheric body include Abandonment & Abuse, Alba Maxima Rose, Alignment Garden, Black Currant, Bottlebrush, Cedar, Comfrey, Dandelion, Desert Forget-Me-Not, Ethereal Fluidium Super Glue, Flow Free, Hops, Ladies Bedstraw, Maple, Rosemary, Spruce, Sweet Olive, The Thread of Change, The Three Phacelia Sisters, Violet Transmuting Flame Violet, White Hibiscus and Wound Healing .


As I dove into using Flower Essences, much healing began in my mental body as well. The mental body stores the Divine Plan for us. However we often cannot access this information for ourselves because our mental bodies are crammed with illusions, ideas, concepts and opinions gained through the limited perspective of our five senses experiencing the illusion of stage set Earth.

In the case of my grief, I had an enormous file cabinet in my mental body to back up the illusion that grief from my experiences of disapproval and ostracism was the logical consequence of expressing my light. I stored these ideas because not only did the adults around me in my childhood make it clear they experienced me and my light as too much, but they were the same souls I had travelled with in other lives who had ostracized and disliked me then too. This led me to fill my mental body with burdensome “proof” I was too much and deserved their dislike. My misunderstandings meant I filled my mental body with everyone’s low opinions of me and thought these were truths. Memories stored in my etheric body of similar situations heightened my confusion and disempowered me from unburdening myself, however Flower Essences were on the job to change all this.

Flower Essences are a gift of such grace. Even before I understood anything about them, their love and wisdom was setting me free.

In cleansing my mental body with Flower Essences thanks to the Angels’ wise choices, I began a many year process of releasing all these ideas that there was something wrong with me. It is pretty amazing how fast dumping some of these toxic illusions improved my physical health.

The Taiwan collection is immensely helpful in clearing the mental body. One of it’s main purposes is removing old mental concepts of kowtowing to outside authority. For example, in my case, I let my elders define me and had to learn that only Divinity defines me.

Other Flower Essences that help heal, cleanse and clear the mental body include: Alba Maxima Rose, All Ego Contracts Null & Void, Canary Island Broom, Cedar, Coralita, Grapefruit, Lauriana Rose, Lemon, Musk Thistle To Thine Own Self be True and the ever useful Flow Free.


The third subtle body storing grief related energies for me was my emotional body. This body is where we store emotions. It is meant to hold the higher frequency emotions, but when we don’t know how to upgrade or release lower vibration emotions, these get stuck in our emotional body and gum everything up. We can clean up our emotional body so it holds just high vibration energy by clearing out the storage of all these lower vibration emotions. It is not a denial of these emotions or their purposes so much as acknowledging what they shared with us then letting them go.

Just as we deserve an uncluttered house, we deserve and need an emotional body filled only with emotional vibrations that make us feel good and allow for the movement of more love and light through our energy system, not an emotional body crammed with grim emotions that takes us down into a nonstop experience of toxic heavy vibrations.

Some excellent Flower Essences for healing, cleansing and clearing the emotional body include: Allamanda from Taiwan, Arrowhead, Avocado, Bee Balm, Bleeding Heart Vine, Bignonia, Broccoli, Calliandra, Cedar, Cucumber, Eyes of Mary, Lantana Involucrata, Lavacolla, Montbretia, Musk Thistle Orange, Outburst, Sarah Van Fleet Rose, Trillium, Water Hyacinth, Yellow Water Lily and yes, Flow Free.


If the three subtle bodies are cleared of stuck lower vibrational energies, there is no need for the physical body to outpicture what is being stored in these bodies in order to give us insights into what is actually going on for us. When we don’t know how we really feel or think or remember things, it is a kindness our physical bodies take on to show us through illness and challenges. If we can clear these bodies, then the physical body does not have to take on this role.

It is easier to find a course correction for our energy system before the low vibrations stored in our emotional, mental and etheric energy bodies have have built up to the point that the physical body needs to outpicture the problems with physical challenges. If we find ourselves in an illness process, it is always helpful to work to clear the other energy bodies too for complete healing.

Once we are in a physical challenge, many Flower Essences will also help us clear or re-orient stuck lower vibration energies in the physical including harmful bacteria, viruses, low vibration food related consequences such as toxic heavy metals stored in our organs and confused cells.

Flower Essences for cleansing the physical body include: Avocado, Beggar’s Tick, Bottlebrush, Burdock, Cilantro, Dandelion, Date Palm, Eggplant, Lemon, Musk Thistle, Spanish Bayonet, Tomato and of course Flow Free

How does all this tie into improved immune function? If we have etheric, mental and emotional bodies cleared of lower vibrations, energy moves through these bodies into our physical bodies unimpeded. There are no lingering lower vibration emotions seeking to express themselves through our physical vehicle to get our attention. Viruses pass us by as offering us no useful learning lessons. Our energy systems have the life force flowing through them to keep tuning up the whole system to the highest vibration possible without the need to detour into inservices about issues still stored in the other subtle bodies. We can be in the flow.

What I learned unexpectedly when I began to use Flower Essences is whether we expect this or not, Flower Essences work on all four energy bodies. Not only that, but they know the nuances of these bodies interrelationships and know how to coordinate the movement and healing of these energies in the whole complex system. Just like Flowers, Flower Essences give us models for a very high vibration throughout our energy systems and support us every step of the way to find this vibration in ourselves and hold it in form in our entire energy system.

What I unexpectedly learned during these early years of “fooling around with these things called Flower Essences” was that Flower Essences offer us so much with such incredible generosity and grace. My energy bodies had been gummed up with the heavy vibrations of upsetting memories, erroneous mental beliefs I was a bad person, toxic emotions including guilt, doubt, fear, anger and grief. Flower Essences helped me empty myself of these energies so I could welcome in the abundant light energy that Divinity offers all of us every second of every day.


No more Cinderella!

When I was a kid, there was a beautiful merry go round by the ocean in Watch Hill, Rhode Island. As part of the ride, almost but not quite out of reach, there were rings to try and grab from your horse. Each time the merry go round did a full circuit you got another chance to seize a ring. In fact, there was a big box of rings with all of them brass except one golden ring that got you another ride for free. 

You had to make a big effort to grab a ring.  The rings didn’t drop it your lap as you rode by.  Instead, you had to lean way out, still holding onto the pole of your moving horse, all the while concentrating to get just the right angle to pull a ring from the ring box.  It’s probably considered too dangerous now, but it was fun, so fun. I don’t remember if I ever got a golden ring. The fun was in trying.

This is one of those times when we need to summon our natural joy, enthusiasm and sense of deserving and grab a ring.  Yes, we are sailing around this dizzying merry go round of life on Earth. It is a doozy of a ride, but just in reach is a golden ring. And not just one golden ring but one for each of us.

A dimension of beautiful and high vibration energy is ready for all of us now. Or as my code writing sons would say, the upgrade is ready for us to download.  It’s complete, pristine, vibrant and all of us can slip into its stream of light. We do not have to leave the planet to be in this higher vibration, we just have to decide we want this energy to be our earthly reality.  Each of us has to decide we’ll move on from the familiar heavy energies of the 3D earth grid to rise up and grasp the golden ring of the unknown, this higher 5D energy.

Perhaps this is why I keep writing so fervently about self care.  We all have our laundry lists of why we think we don’t deserve to go to the ball but must sit home in the cinders. Some of us might say, yeah but where is the fairy godmother to pull up in a pumpkin carriage with the perfect outfit and some promises about who is already at the ball. Those fairy godmothers are with us already in the guise of the Angels in our lives. By Divine appointment, the carriage is ready. However, we still have to find the courage within ourselves to step into the carriage.

As we consider our choice, we get glimmers of this new energy. At the farm we find it our wonderful Venus Garden that for so many decades has grounded 5D energies here. Even without the glimmers, other forces encourage us forward.  We have an ennui that presses us to look up and see beyond the tired old and irrelevant dramas that hedge us in.  The people and things we thought were so cutting edge seem staid and out of date. We feel uncomfortable in the smallness of it all, and when we look up, the very stars call us to expand our self-definition to something bigger.  

Yet reaching for the golden ring means reaching for something we don’t know very much about. Phrases like unity consciousness and spiritual freedom sound kind of esoteric even unappealing in comparison to the compelling nightmares we are immersed in. And really, could the world survive if we didn’t stay back in the thick of every last mess being “the responsible one?”

Sometimes even suggesting we grab the golden ring seems like heresy. But this is not a turning our back on humanity for a me moment, this is expanding our light in a way that serves all creation.

If someone was performing open heart surgery at night in a dark woods, it would help to have as many powerful flashlights pointing at the surgery as possible. So if you feel guilty about focusing on the upgrade versus the dark night dramas in your life, remember receiving this upgrade means you become a more powerful light in your world.

The Angels have been telling me that it’s an individual decision for each of us now. They have the 5D grid in place for all of us to access, but they have to respect our free will. No one can make us grab the ring, and no one can keep us from grabbing the ring. We just have to be willing to go for it. And from everything I hear from the Angels and from what I have experienced in the gardens here, I doubt anyone is going to opt to go back to that darker cinder filled place.

In a memoir I read, the protagonist is on a hike with her spiritual teacher. After many miles climbing a steep and dusty trail through baking heat, they pass a beautiful artifact lying on the side of the trail. The protagonist doesn’t think this relic could possibly be for her, and she walks right by it. A few miles down the trail, her teacher stops and says, “You know, that was for you.”

It’s like this with this energy.  We can always come up with some story about why we don’t deserve the gift of higher energies, more Divine Love and Light.  We can always count ourselves out because we need to stay back and clean the kitchen.  But maybe the best thing we could do for ourselves AND everyone else is grab the golden ring and see what happens.

So here is a Cinderella prayer I’ve been using: “Help me know I deserve this Love and Light.  Help me Welcome in the Love and Light completely into every cell of my being. Help me know that this is the highest good for all.”

The vibrational energy of Flower Essences help us access the wisdom of the Flowers. This helps us with this quest because Flowers KNOW they deserve the incoming Divine Light and Love. Here are some Flower Essences that jumped forward this morning as wanting to help you dust off the ashes and get in the carriage!

Celery The Essence calling LOUDEST to help you welcome in this energy. Spanish Shawl: No more kowtowing to artificially dictated ties and bonds. Common Knapweed You ARE enough and always have been- not another dish needs to be washed before you welcome this energy into your being. Wintergreen Reminds you of your freedom to shine when you’ve been given the role as a doormat in too many dramas- That means you Cinderella!!! Fremont Pincushion: Knowing your infinite worth, especially supportive for those of us whose core experience has been one of feeling of no value. Tree Peony ” You are the infinite universe, but you must discover it and find that out. I will help you…always.” Meher Baba

Being Vessels of the Divine Feminine

The incoming Divine light flooding the planet is intense. It is so BIG. Yet all around us things appear to be in uproar. What does it mean that there is so much light pouring in yet so much drama consuming our attention? How do we deal with this?

For those of us embodying feminine energy, it’s time for the self care of no longer being pulled into all the dramas. It’s time to resist anything that calls us to pick up all the energetic garbage others want us carry for them.

We have other work to do.

The Aquarian Age is upon us. Its symbol is a vessel holding life giving water. This symbol is a big clue as to the nature of our true work.

The incoming light is imbued with the energy of the Divine Feminine. We thirst for this energy, because we are the HOME of this beautiful light.  Our bodies are meant to EMBODY this energy.  We are the Aquarian vessels created to contain this radiant, joyful light. We are the Aquarian vessels meant to ground the Divine Feminine into the very fiber of our planet by grounding her light into every fiber of our being.

To say it once more (as I am so apt to do) HOLDING THIS LIGHT IN OUR BODIES IS WHAT WE ARE MEANT TO DO!

But right now, we are overburdened. Our bodies, our energy vessels, are too full with the energetic crap we carry for others to fully welcome in this light.

We are at the profound shift we have waited for so long.  Now more than ever, we must cleanse ourselves of ALL energetic garbage so this light- so abundantly present already- can fully fill our vessels.

Most of the energetic dirt in our vessels is NOT OURS. We have been conditioned to believe if there is a mess, it’s our mess. We’ve bought into the idea that regardless of the drama, we are the clean up crew 24/7. NOT TRUE.

In addition to these ideas of infinite responsibility, we’ve also been bogged down with culturally imposed guilt that leaves us meticulously sorting the garbage before dumping it, so we don’t mistakenly throw out something we “should” have kept. Let’s use that meticulousness to meticulously clean our energy system.

Don’t even bother to figure out whose crud it is. Just get rid of it. We want to give the Divine Feminine the clean vessel she (and all of us) deserve to inhabit- a radiant unburdened vessel born from our self-care. Send all the garbage out through a christed grid to be transmuted by the central Sun. This will mean the garbage is permanently removed and dissolved. NO GUILT NECESSARY.

As we dump the garbage we’ve been holding, it’s also vital to cut ourselves free from the insidious ego contracts we made to hold all this garbage.

 It’s not true that being a garbage can is lightworkers’ work. 

Lightworkers are meant to hold the light not hold the darkness dumped on them.   

Now is the time to leave everyone to their own garbage. Now is the time for everyone to deal with their own trash.  While few acknowledge this, everyone on this planet knows it’s time. We all go to spirit and hear truth at night. We all know what is going on here on Earth and what we must individually and collectively do about it.  Everyone knows they need to stop playing power games of obfuscation, misdirection, lies, blaming, conflict and dumping garbage on others. If people resist the truth, it is not our job to pick up their garbage so they can keep acting inappropriately. We can’t hold up the incoming light anymore by bogging ourselves down with everyone else’s garbage. It is not our job. 

In addition, when we pick up others’ energetic garbage we empower them to keep going in the same counter-productive ways. We have long fueled the very forces that have kept us trapped and downtrodden. BUT NO MORE.

We have been told “being loving” means protecting people from the truth of their actions by taking care of their garbage. This is not true.  We don’t have to protect anyone from the consequences of their choices by holding their garbage for them. It doesn’t serve them, and it doesn’t serve us.

Thousands of years of the illusion of duality and resulting power games have also warped and twisted us into believing the ridiculous idea that “being loving” means we deserve whatever gets dumped on us and must hold onto forever.

NO MORE!  For too long we have thought we are responsible for all the garbage.  No, we are responsible for being our light.

It is time to let go of any last remnants of shame, low self-esteem and other by products of being lightworkers under constant attack that led us to this feeling we deserve nothing but garbage.

WE DESERVE TO BE HOLY VESSELS HOLDING THE LIGHT. Any feelings that we don’t deserve this light need to go. 

In truth, WE ARE THIS LIGHT. In receiving this light, we welcome back OURSELVES. 

I had a vision this morning of Gaia throwing off the chains that have so long bound her.  How is this accomplished? If each of us embody our radiant Divine Feminine light, it will happen fast and beautifully.

We’ve dreamed the dream before and had it smashed to bits. It can feel like just too much to break these contracts and risk the walls caving in on us again. But this is a very different moment in the evolution of our planet and humankind. We are so close to a turning point -a breathe away- and if we rise up together, throw off the shackles of energies that are not ours and release these heavy punishing contracts of shoulds, we will help this planet light up as it never has before.

For many decades, I have born witness to tens of thousands of you cleaning your energy systems, working to break these ego contracts and seeking to cherish yourselves and the light even in the most dire circumstances.  Don’t falter now. We are so close.  Keep going and know that truly you are in an immense tribe of lightworkers working together to flood the world with light and love.  Here at the farm, we get to see this every day in our connections with you. Soon no lightworker will feel isolated, and all will be revealed in the light of a New Earth.


Those dramas are so compelling even though they are about as real as reality TV. Still, they suck us in, then we get thrown the mop to clean up the whole mess. Here’s support to see above and beyond the dramas (and avoid the mop): Equanimity, Vision, Eyes of Mary, Alpine Pennycress, Verbena Bonariensis, Love it and Leave it

Yeah, it feels like you’re going to burn at the stake again if you SAY NO TO THE MOP. Here are some Essences to help you know you are not participating in a re-run of WITCH ON FIRE: Spiddal, The Three Phacelia Sisters, Comfrey, Calliandra from Taiwan

You have been alone in your lightwork for a very long time. It has made you strong, but it’s been very difficult. It’s time to be in community. Here are some Essences that will bring comfort through this last stretch until you are fully in the circle of light workers you came to work with: Belorado, The Sunflower Spiral, Peach, Arbor Garden, Agnes Rose

Gaia wants you to feel safe here, but she knows it hasn’t been safe for you for a very long time. That is about to change. Gaia is ready to welcome you, heal with you and rise up together with you: Upwards and Onwards, Phoenix Rising, Indian Pipe Wound Healing

And just to trot out once again a few tireless allies in this dynamic: All Ego Contracts Null & Void, Golden Armor and Be Fearless ( still a gift with any order until the end of January)

As a community of Flowers, Angels, Nature Spirits, Dogs, Cats and even some People, Green Hope Farm can be a funny place……and I love telling you all about it!